tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1350406615166417147.post8568620579705643107..comments2024-03-26T22:55:14.070-07:00Comments on Avoiding Regret: A Mother-Not-to-BeSandi Hemmerleinhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16500439516140538378noreply@blogger.comBlogger2125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1350406615166417147.post-84082614526734654852012-05-29T05:44:49.086-07:002012-05-29T05:44:49.086-07:00It's all about giving and receiving, isn't...It's all about giving and receiving, isn't it? when you feel that you're ready to give a lot of you to particularly this man and a child, then it's time. Remember Madonna. A person who never worries about such unimportant things as biological clock.Speed Dating Bristohttp://www.speed-dating-bristol.comnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1350406615166417147.post-61227981652750403552012-05-13T15:49:56.802-07:002012-05-13T15:49:56.802-07:00Sandi, I just love your shaking truthful posts lik...Sandi, I just love your shaking truthful posts like this. I love them.<br />Though, I am feeling a lot of grief and pain in this. ( Also because I experience the same kind of feelings and I need to deal with them every day.) This is very difficult when you cannot Love Your Mother, like you would really dream about loving her. I experience this every day. And recently I realized, that the only thing that helps in this kind of "permanent internal war: bcuz you want to love someone who brought you to this world, but you don't...and you want to be loved by Her, the way, you dream about, but you don't... and at the same time, There is a Part of Her- in Yourself, so if you Hate her, you hate a part of yourself- which does not make us happy at all, and is a reason of permanent suffer, and depression- believe me I experience the same thing every day. But then I met this director- Alejandro Jodorovsky- He hated His Father so much ( he was child from rape according to his autobiography "Spiritual Journey") and he said only Meditation helped him. In His case- combined with magic rituals. In my case, recently, I observed, "transcendental meditation" helped me to find harmony and forgiveness to Her. Forgiveness in Yourself- to Mother, and releasing the past, can make it all balanced and direct you to the path of harmony. The internal war between- hating her- and dreaming about being love, while we hate a part of "ourself" because there is She- won't lead us far. We emanate with our internal emotions. Though Forgiveness and Releasing Past through meditation, can make You Really happy. Happier, and in harmony with feelings. One Love!MAGZhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/01702767652033483647noreply@blogger.com